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Only time will tell whether the pundits are accurate in their prediction, but I can say this with absolute certainty — this lockdown has changed my world beyond recognition, forever. As a year-old married woman with children, I had never imagined guilt about intimacy and sex would feature on my list of things to worry about. Yet, here we are…. It all started when the country-wide lockdown was first announced on March I was on a week-long trip to Chandigarh, visiting my parents.
This time I felt the need to go back sooner than usual because of the ongoing Coronavirus scare and their advanced age, placing them in the high-risk group. My second cousin, Ajit name changedwas visiting from Jamshedpur to settle a property matter. Given that the virus scare was peaking and Chandigarh had already recorded its first case, he decided to stay with us rather than check into a hotel.
Little did we know that this brief trip would turn into weeks-long home confinement, forcing people who were practically strangers to co-exist in such proximity. Both Ajit and I were crestfallen when the lockdown was announced. We both had kids, spouses, homes and jobs to return to. But it was the way it was — we were stuck together in a house with two seniors for the next 21 days or so we thought. The first couple of days were uneventful. We both worked from home. Gotta ration the supplies now that the markets are closed.
As I got up to leave, I ruffled his hair and said good night. Then, scolded me for behaving like a total footloose. Next day I got him a pack of cigarettes and a bottle of wine, which I sourced through someone I knew. The bedtime cigarette became a ritual for us in the coming days. I responded with all my passion. We delved head-on into one long night of intense, toe-curling, back-arching lovemaking.
Not yet. Did I feel sad after sex with my cousin?
Not at all. On the contrary, I longed for more. In the wee hours, I returned to my room in the hope of getting some sleep but mainly for the sake of discretion.
Rest, of course, remained elusive, and I felt awash with guilt about my first intercourse with my cousin. But the undying sexual energy that we experience around one another — as if we were 17 again — throws all reason out of the window.
It has been almost three weeks now that I have been having sex with my cousin every single night and experiencing a strange paradox of ecstasy and guilt about our intimacy. I have been married for 15 years, and my husband is a fine man. He loves our two children and me, we care for each other deeply, and even in our 40s, have a satisfying sex life.
We have no inhibitions. He uses all kinds of things to turn me on.
Sometimes he would pour wine all over me and sometimes he would just use milk. Then we would get into the shower together. He would start massaging shower gel on me and turn me on completely again. After a shower he would slowly apply body moisturiser on me.
Growing up in the 80s, when nearly no one spoke about it openly, I never did feel guilty over premarital sex or found myself wondering how to have guilt-free sex without shame. But this is different. We have crossed boundaries that have been sacrosanct to me thus far — boundaries of fidelityof family ties. In essence, every morning I wake up feeling shame and guilt about my sexual escapades, thinking of how it can ruin an experience my husband and I have so painstakingly built, yet every night, I return to him like a moth drawn to fire.
My biggest fear is that having tasted what I have with Ajit, I may not be able to appreciate my husband in a sexual, romantic way anymore, and that might cast a dooming spell on my marriage. Irrespective of whether one has pre-marital sex or not, loving ones spouse,loyalty and commitment to the marriage are great virtues and only meritorious souls with divine bless can have.
These betrayers belong to the second class. She says different positions, oral and role play were explored which she never did with her husband. Who stopped her from exploring these with her husband?
She did ever discussed or communicated with him? How much trust and faith respective spouses must have bestowed on these betrayers. Pity for their spouses, how cruel is fate that these kind of people are paired to them as life partners. The drama starts once these betrayers go to respective families. They exhibit the borrowed colourful make up face hiding the cruel animal face behind it which their partners never know. May be it is better to be single without marriage for life rather than having such kind of crooked betrayers in ones life.
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Arushi Chaudhary August 25, Girl feeling guilty after sex. Guilt Sex. Karma karma April 20, - pm Irrespective of whether one has pre-marital sex or not, loving ones spouse,loyalty and commitment to the marriage are great virtues and only meritorious souls with divine bless can have. Leave a Comment Cancel Reply You must be logged in to post a comment.I wanna have sex with my cousin
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